daisy

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okay okay, it's been a billion years....

so in the last month i have had a couple of nervous breakdowns and a bucket full of temper tantrums, but i seem to be better now.

i have stopped worrying about school. whatever. i have actually started planning my summer vacation so part of me obviously hopes that i have no school obligations in june. pikes peak and london gay town sound infinitely more exciting than spending the summer in the cadaver lab, but it really is what i want to do. i just have to accept that not everyone thinks i am as exceptional as cj, shawn, griffin, brenda, sister amy, and everyone else who knows me and doesn't hate me. (i am not actually sure that the people who hate me don't think i am exceptional; likely they believe me to be an exceptional asshole, which i can be...)

i will simply have to be patient and persistent. these are not inherent virtues of mine.